Part 9 and 10!!! the Conclusion… (read below the last image- a small piece awaits you l.o.l)

This is by far the lowest I’ve ever felt. Relying on other people for comfort and pleasure can surely be a pain… this was the worst time of my life, especially in terms of relationships and the general society… I became a deviant- a rebel… this was the moment I became a loner… roaming the world as I am.            Alone.    

 

This piece below, is the final piece- my favorite- short and not so sweet. Honest, down to the ink and paper. my truth… my conviction. THAT IS ALL.

This right here was and is the representation of that which I am today. This is what was left of me and I then built a fortress of solitude within my attitude so as to decrease my similitude; so as to find and eradicate any gratitude, as I conquered my way through the multitudes and masses. Where i went, the pulchritude left and with it, the plenitude.  I had stopped being subject to the vicissitudes of fate… I am become Loneliness… I am become… I am… what am I Sam??? 

 

 

Beautiful — Eyes + Words

12/11/2016 “Sometimes the most beautiful people are beautifully broken.” – Robert M. Drake Photographer Unknown

via Beautiful — Eyes + Words

Part 7 And 8… the conclusion draws closer and a new dawn awaits

This was a turning point in my perspective of emotion and love. Now, some time later… I feel I had to experience this shift to be who I am

This has to be one of my favorite ‘Dear Sam’ pieces by far. It has this tone that just gets my mind going… I understand me more when I read it, in some twisted way.

Part 4- Sam…I’m Sorry

background art belongs to derek Hess… it fits the message and holds a sightly depressed mood over the piece, and i like that.

Part 1-

this is part one in my Dear Sam series… the artwork in the background is by the talented Kerby Rosanes

Truth be told Sam…

Uncharted Territory… let’s explore.

DeusExMachina

Deus Ex Machina as you may or may not know, translates to ‘God from the machine.’ An event, power or occurrence that turns a seemingly doomed situation.

Hunger of the Pine

Completed a few weeks ago but only got the chance to upload and share now. This is a poem inspired by the Alt J song of the same name… and the fleeting moment when eyes meet for the first time, every time. 

you know, for the first post, wordpress suggests telling people why you may have started your blog/website, but I’d rather show you; there’s no way I can explain why I started this blog, but all I know is that I had to show someone. I had to show someone -ANYONE- that I can feel. 

Part 6

With every piece in this series, there is a link .. sometimes it is obvious, other times, not so much; it may be a phrase, a representation of an image, a play on words, or even a simple similarity in the style.. especially when it comes to paradoxical simplicity … a simple complexity hahaha!!

Jay

Part 5- Eulogy for the Heartbroken

The piece in the background is my own… title: unravel. Made sense to put them together becuase of it’s underlying meaning

Jay

Part 3-

You know, sometimes we experience things that seem to open us up and expose us to pure bliss…but once that bliss is shown to be temporary, it quickly turns to shit.

Once you realise that…. that’s when you hate the thought of being something special…but chase it until you can’t run anymore….

Jay

Part 2-

Jay